I am so confused, now stupid boy won’t even talk to me, which is very annoying.
I am supposed to be going to Wonderland this weekend, which I am kinda looking forward to, but at the same time, I have no idea who is actually coming. I have no desire to go alone with Shane. Bah!
Work is much the same as it always is, all the work and none of the credit. I am exhausted and tired. But at least this week is a long weekend.
Ta for now!
Las night was a mess, I don’t think I will be doing that again any time soon, my life is filled with far too much drama to be drinking like that, not to mention the fact that I made an ass of myself in front of people I love and care about. I really wish Kayla had been able to come, she would have stopped me long before I got to that point, plus it would have been nice to have a girl who would let me cry on her shoulder over Stupid Boy.
I do, however, think that last night may not have been a complete disaster, Mitch told me something I was not supposed to know and it helped. I do wish that Stupid Boy could be more straight forward though, this all could have been avoided if he just didn’t plat these stupid will he won’t he games.
BAH!
I guess boys are just stupid though, this is why my relationship was so much easier before we fell for stupid boy. It was just the two of us, and at least we both think like girls and know what reactions to expect depending on what we do. But Stupid Boy is an unknown, I have no idea how men’s minds work, it just makes no sense to me.
So now Stupid Boy and Mitch are both asleep on couches, and I feel just a little like throwing up, which would suck seeing as how I have nothing in my stomach. It has also been determined that Mitch clearly cannot feel the bottoms of his feet.
I still love my flower.
Why the hell do I ever let myself hope?
It finally seemed like he was finally making a final choice, one that actually didn’t end in my being heart broken, and then his girlfriend texted him, and I found out… she is still his damned girlfriend.
Is it really too much for me to wish to be completely happy for just a few moments? Seems so.
So I’m 23 now! Updating from my brand new laptop. Thanks Katie you are fucking epic! Also Lots of Mitch and Jesse, I finally got to spend the night with Jesse in my bed! Yay!
Work bought me lunch, and Jesse and Mitch have not given me my presents yet apparently due to bad planning. Oh well , later, *grin*
