Weird

So they finally broke up, and somehow I am not happy. I feel bad for him, and I want to hurt her but at the same time I have this feeling that now he isn’t going to want to be with anyone for quite a while. Now he says he has trust issues and he doesn’t want to commit to any type of relationship.

So I guess my situation was kind of lose lose. There was no way I was coming out of it getting exactly what I wanted. But at least she can’t hurt him anymore, though I have to feeling she will try.

Yeah I’ve become one of those girls that I hate, the ones that never seem to be able to get over the same stupid boy. Heh…

Weekend Review

So yesterday we went to wonderland, it was fun except for Shane spending so much time whining. We lost a good hour of coasters because he was an idiot and had a bagel for breakfast even though he knew it would make him sick… Sadly we lost that hour during the time where there were no lines, so yet again no Behemoth for me. Maybe next year.

Jess found this really awesome new Sherlock Holmes show, done by the BBC, so far there are only three episodes but its just a trial to see how people like them before they decide to make a full show out of it. I really hope it gets the response they are looking for because I would hate to get addicted to a new series only to have it cancelled even before it really begins.

Speaking of shows I am addicted to, True Blood ends this Sunday and though I am looking forward to the episode I am sad to see the season end. Very much looking forward to next season though. Maybe she’ll finally get rid of Bill, god I hate that character, and we will get more Eric time.

Glee starts next week too I believe which I am so excited for! I love that show so hard.

I think I maybe made a decision about stupid boy. I am worth far more than he seems to believe and if he isn’t willing to make the choice to actually be with us, well… maybe we are far better off without him. Plus I know Jess was starting to resent him for all the fucking games he plays. So for now I am hoping that we can remain friends, but I suppose as always the ball is right in his court.

Me and Mitch were actually joking about it the other day, how wouldn’t it be funny if SB actually got the Bitch pregnant, and I think that it might be what his current bullshit issue is. All of a sudden things between them are “complicated now” and really I have no desire to involve myself in that mess any longer.

I wish him the best in his love life and I think I will always love him a bit, and want his body just a little, and I will always hate to see him hurt. But we are all adults now, this isn’t high school and these are games I wouldn’t even play then so why should I start now?

I won’t.

 

Love and Kisses

~Me!

Wonderland

Tomorrow is wonderland!

Today was getting kayla a new phone. Telus is full of assholes, this all. I shall update more later.