Today I am happy.

So this morning I had a nightmare. And its been upsetting me all day. I can't even write about it it. Just that something bad happened to me an I felt upset because I wouldn't blame them if they really did it to me but it also hurts and bleh.

Miss you

My bed feels extra lonely tonight. My apartment as if it is filled with ghosts. I'm alone and that fills me with the urge to cry. I know I see you in less than 24 hours but that isn't soon enough. I am lonely and insecure and I wish I was in your arms right now.